♥ , GRACEZELBELLE

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 - 11:11 AM

I am heading out soon, will be taking a cab over to in law's place to pass Ireanuas's the front bag carrier to place Clara in so Ireanuas will be free to take anything with her free hands !, then continued my journey to collect lil ball's passport & for the rest of the day, I am tied down with schedule ..

Shall see my girlfriend tomorrow ! Glad that both Yuru & Quan is back in town safely ! Alright, gotta get prepared before time runs late & plan got ruin ! lol

Good day peeps !, nothing is impossible !

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 - 9:11 PM

This little angel

When we are down in mood, this little angel saved us (: She perked up the atmosphere everyday, we received funny & silly's act from her .. We taught her bits & pieces of what we are living everyday, she took time to learn, she slowly understand, she voiced it out & pointed at it to let us know what she means .. We get to be amused everyday, she's our joy ! She's hitting 1 in 3 days time, times flew !, I didn't feel that a year was long & I thought we just started our journey not long .. You grew up, as your mom I do enjoy your growth together beside you ..

You kissed daddy countless time, knowing that daddy is tired from work & your kiss really works !, it makes him feel that his hardwork for you, for us is worth .. You kissed the people around you loved !, You kissed mommy everyday with the sound, mmmm muack ! countless time ! & even today despite mommy saying I love you darling, Thank you for your kisses ! enough ~ but you still continued with your mmm muack ! .. You called/yelled " Momma " for me when mommy was using the computer & back faced you while you were in the playpen by that, call & yell it really mean so much to me ! Mommy loves you lil ball ! I told hun, I am not giving him anything for any occasion because I do not have much time to do/to think/to buy & he told me off that he already received his present, that present is you, our angel (: Mommy loves you !, We are blessed for you & blessed for a family like us .. We enjoyed our role as a parent !

Lil ball is heading over to in law's place tonight, I am gonna miss her & miss her morning kisses :(
Based on tomorrow, I have to collect her passport, buy food for the later event & prepared the food .. I will see her around 3 (: She's not an early bird, she normally sleeps till 11 ! or even 12 .. haha ..

Looked at her neck ! lol

- 3:28 PM

Mother in law satisfy my crave (: hehehe, sweet of hun to get MIL to get it for me since she's nearby .. Thank you momsy ! .. Clara is awake, crawled over & happily try to make a mess over at my computer's desk, my mischievious lil love !

At Uncle's room

This is how she smiled when she's overly excited & there tends to be a sound coming together with that smile ..

At times, I feel magnitude towards the problem you are giving yourself but you don't feel that way at all .. When non concerns us & you are the one supposing to feel it, yet time again despite disappointing us, we still give you a helping hand .. The amount obviously increase & yet the date of return seems to be a lie, a date of unknown or us, we don't dare to think about it ..You still feel that for all that youhave done are righteous & inorder to solve the matter for a short while not bothering its outcome after that, you go for it & let matter haunt you .. Things that have piled up is all because of your greedy mindset, you want fast & easy but remember nothing in this earth are for free .. For all that you have said is ludicrous .. Please find a way out, please do something to it .. It ached to know .. I really hope god will shone some light along your path but seems like god is not doing anything to it, as you still continued your ways of do & still nothing knocked senses to you .. God know you will takes things for granted again if he helped & yet you will go back to the same old you .. If you, yourself don't buck up nor help yourself, no one will .. Always remember things can be cure, heal & solve ! whatsoever, it takes time ..& what matter most if during the time of its recover, you ought to do something to it, with your hardwork & mindset of work to strive then you will see somethings .. Whatever you experienced right now is a lesson ..

- 2:11 PM

SUNDAY

Bishan for dinner with esther, ming & stephanie .. 1st time in life I will crave for chicken rice & Bishan's cold chicken tasted so good, thanks esther for satisfying my crave & even Q-ed for me ..
Long Q as ever .. Chilled at esther's place & esther's bf dropped both pregnant lady back home safely ..

Picked lil ball up & she sticked to me, once she saw me entering, tried to stuff myself with in law's dinner as I am full & hun being sweet to wait for me for dinner despite being late , so it'll be bad if I reject ..

MONDAY

Lil ball suffered from hard stool, those stool were hard like stones with blood & surrounding those hard stool are still stools that looked alike sand .. She poo-ed twice & twice resulting hard stool .. I decided to change her current 1 year formula milk to others brand .. Luckily for her 1 year old milk formula, I only bought 1 tin with the advised of mom ..

Tried to soothe her by bringing her out ..

Cabbed to Ikea met up with pocky, pocky's mom, pocky's aunt & bro .. Off to the T2 , chilled at one of the restuarant, had a great laught over how silly & crazy can lil ball get ! & send them off for their flight .. Had a great craving for Kueh lapis from bengawansolo, thought of buying their fish cracker but after I came down from my dinner, I decided not to as I am full & ended up wasting my bucks at Goldenmile on unnecessary stuffs :'/ I regret on my dos ..

Now, I don't have the time to buy any kueh lapis, pineapple tart & fish cracker from bengawansolo, any kind soul wanna deliver them to me tomorrow ? I wanna have kueh lapis badly !! I am craving, craving & still craving .. As tomorrow, the day after & 13th's schedule is packed with things to do .. ='( Bugis don't have bengawansolo at all, so hun isn't convenient la ..

Who will be the kind soul ?

Ecreative returned me a reply with 2 attachment & it turned out like those voideck normal confectionery's result, I decided to drop the idea & ordered from them a simple 1's design (:
Felt quite disappointed with the attachment as I expected something nice :'/

Hush ! Tomorrow I will be heading out to collect lil ball's passport, prayed at water loo st & off to start on buying those food back, gonna go to ubi for bbq's stuff & also order roasted pig to pray ob 13th .. Lol roasted pig ! .. Lil ball will be in Ireanuas's care & she will helped me checked in first (:

Well ! I hope to see my girlfriend's attendance full but I am still in limbo till I see them on the 12th ..

Sunday, November 08, 2009 - 4:36 PM

85 for dinner last night with Charken & Hun but before that Hun brought me over to Bedok Int to get some fruits, yougurt & vegs back home (: Did Kose's whitening peel off mask together with hun before we doze off ..

Well, I am suffering from slight headache right now, not knowing why as once again, I feel very sleepy & my bodyached .. Gonna start cleaning the house later before I go fetch lil ball back home with hun at in law's place, at the same time dinner over there ..

I don't feel like going out again, when a few mins ago, I do feel like .. baby boy kept kicking around, very active ! morning - noon - night - wee wee hours ..

3 days to check into Aranda ! 11th will be our family reunion, bbq seafood feast & on the 12th is the pre celebration with friends & family & on the 13th, we will bring Clara out ! I hope those invited friend/guest, will attend ..

I wanna pop in supplement & off for a short rest !

* Ps/ you actually know when to contact people & when not to, what a junk's collector ..
You irks me off !

Thursday, November 05, 2009 - 8:46 PM

Love came home before his usual knock off time & guess what ? He's sick, tested his temperature using baby's ear thermometer & tested result to 38.1 degree .. His body is as red & hot as lobster, being sick & not drunk .. I guessed, he probably worked too hard & hardly have a proper rest even his off day, he used it up for us :( Just wiped his body out in the livingroom as he doesn't want it to spread to lil ball & Clara just fell asleep after some lullaby session :'/

Well, do drink more water, exercise more & have plenty of rest people ! Keeping health in pink is important ! Gonna cook some porridge to perk up his appetite ! Goodnight !

Get well soon, precious fatty ! I want that active you back ! xoxo, loves

- 4:56 PM

Clara's birthday is just a week away, been negotiating with ecreative through mail to design Barney's cake for baby's 1st birthday as they normally can't do others copyright stuffs but as their regular, they provided me with a piece of good news to try doing it for me .. Well, hopefully then .. If really can't then shall stick to those confectionary shop like prima deli as I have seen some of their design through their website, not bad though ..

MONDAY

Paid for the stay & deposit at Aranda , deal it with 11th-13th nov & off to pay off all those bills together with lil ball & hun .. Through & fro, everything ease off .. New start, new begining & better future ..

TUESDAY

Brough baby to do her passport together with mom as I need to book her ticket, prayed at
waterloo street, treated mom lunch & took a cab back home, can't really bear staying under such a hot weather as I am sick, down with flu & sore throat & it really spoilt my mood the whole entire morning, showing everyone my unhappy face :(, boo !

WEDNESDAY

Clara scared us off, not knowing what she hitted on causing 2 dots of blood clot in her eyes,
both hun & I got really worried intended to bring her to KK but mom said it will recover in a few days time, probably hit on something .. It really ached us ! She threw out milk twice .. in the morning 1st feeding 1030 & night last feed 2300 .. :'/ I am not doing a good job :( I did spend my time with her & not knowing why is all the causes .. I think I really need to be even more careful & attentive ..

Clara know a new word : Oo pen - Open ..
Sometimes, it will sound like " aa pple instead of Oo pen " ..

Clara sleep quite late recently like 12 - 1 mid night & wake up for milk at 1030, sleep again till 12 noon .. She have grown up ! I am satisfy with the task I have all along, a task to look after her, as she grow, I grow older & I see something in her, I see she's learning & happy all along that of all the sweat, hard work, I received the response from her & all those responses are my greatest reward everyday (: I am glad to have a role, a role as a mom & future more, in a few months time, I have a even more tougher role but it's not going to bring me down .. Though I did complaint to hun that I got drifted away from my girlfriends :'(

THURSDAY

Talked through with hun, got him understand my means .. Yes, we need to compromise !
I am in my wrong too, I am sorry & we need to give ways to one another (: I had hotcake as breakfast, bro got them for me ..

Changed the bedsheet ( will get scold if hun knows ), wiped every surface, swept the floor, bathed baby & I had a hot bath aftermath ! I will need to clean the room everyday, if not I will feel very uneasy with the dust .. While the kitchen & livingroom, I will leave it to saturday when lil ball is not home ..

Got lotsa nice sauce, chili, goodies & scarf from pocky's mom (: Thanks ! & welcome to sg !

Got to see this unknown pictures of Clara at Ireanaus's FB ..
& That was when she was just a few months old, enjoy !

All pictures were taken at my in law's place

If we don't face good today or tomorrow, we will face something even better in the coming days !
Not this year, not this month, not this week ? don't give up ! Because the year 2009 is going to end & we will have something better in the coming years of 2010 ! .. Jeline Tan, Good luck !

Tuesday, November 03, 2009 - 9:34 PM

Being reasonable yet you don't compromise ? Non of it, make me secure .. every of your dos ..

Sunday, November 01, 2009 - 11:47 PM

The boomz girl !, Miss Ris Low ..
Do view this clip ..

- 2:19 PM

Lil ball is watching Barney again, smiled happily & enjoyed her show, what a doll .. No programme today, so both lil ball & I stayed home .. I am coughing away due to too much sweet intake, I ought to stop or lessen down but this child is a sweet tooth ! Hun have been nagging non stop ..

Hun changed his working environment, he's working with his friends.. which somehow, I hope for the best, more crowd, which means, more income rolling in & well, hoepfully ! in this sort of enconomy .. All the best, sweetie, we human need to move on inorder to earn more money instead of dumping yourself off in one old sort of place .. I like your personality, I salute to it .. You go forward, like nothing could bring you down .. I am the one, to be exact fraid that you can't get used to the new working environment & thanks to you for telling me off to assure me ..

31st October 09, Saturday

Momsy called if we allowed Clara to sit on the rocking horse, called hun & hun said very dangerous, so told mom to drop the idea of for buying for clara ..

Keagan came over my place with his wife & lil nicole .. Mom cooked dinner for the very last minute & they enjoyed it ! Clara is very active towards guest ..

Goodbye October ! Had 126 dim sum at geylang for supper with my cousins & our babies, Clara ended up dozing off in hun's arm .. home aftermath ..

30th October 09, Friday

Met mom at suntec, had sushi while we was on the way to tower 3, got lil ball 1 set of strawberry shortcake PJ, 2 sets of strawberry shortcake rompers & 3 sets of ABC mat .. Took a cab home with momsy ..

I am browsing through the net for baby's 1st birthday cake .. Hmmmm well, till then !

Always my precious (:

Friday, October 30, 2009 - 8:00 PM

Bro got me a levis watch today while shopping over at bugis junction, parted with them & met hun over at his shop .. well !, nothing much, will be heading to meet mom over at suntec later (:

Clara is alittle hard to handle recently, she's very naughty, throwing her temper easily & get insatisfy easily .. ;'/