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I am the judge & the verdict depend on me
GRACEZELBELLE'S

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Judge human from head to toe
Is not friendly as what you think
This is me, taking precaution towards all livings
& This is life ..

Email : Gracezelbelle-@hotmail.com


My Spouse

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He's the one who changes my life,
Always assure me that nothing is impossible,
Always there for me,
Accept every flaw in me without any complain
Love me for who I am & He's my husband, my lifelong partner
Our ♥ will stay, thrive & grow


Our bundle of joy !

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She's our Joy !
Mummy & daddy ♥ you, baby ..
Giving you nothing but the best (:

Lil "D" will be part of our family soon
Patiently waiting for his arrival during march'10


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Thursday, December 31, 2009 - 2:08 AM

I am tied down with lil ball that's the reason why I am not that free for anything or to say, everything .. Christmas eve was spend in the airport picking up my parent & lil ball ..
I felt like breaking down when I saw lil ball ..

We received an unpleasant yet heart wrecking 's gift ! Lil ball caught up with heat rash when she was awaiting to depart from bangkok, due to the cool/cold weather in chiangrai & once she hit off to bangkok, climax changes ! her body can't take it & resulting to the spread of the rash, from face to body & body to her private part :(

On christmas night itself, we couldn't bear to see the rash covering her & rushed her to the 24hrs clinic nearby .. doc said, it was the climax that causes that act up .. with calamine lotion & some rash medication , clara's condition improved ! soon after, the rash disappeared ! (=

Clara recovered & she learnt alot from the trip ..
she know how to ask for milk - neh neh
she know what to say when she wanna sleep - orh orh
she know how to call herself by her name - cia ra ! ( not to the extend of clear pronounciation )
when its time for porridge she will ask for - mum mum
whenever she needs people to help her with her walk she will say - tei tei tei ( those thais ! )
she will say " nice ! " whenever you ask if the food taste great or not .. but her nice seems more to -nai !
she will yell out whenever she sees anyone of us - papa/daddy ( Adrian ) mamama/mummi ( me ) Ah ma ( both the granny ), Ah tong ( my father ), Yeye ( Adrian's dad ), Ah pek ( bro ),
Jie jie ( anyone that looks bigger than her ) & didi ( the one I am carrying about everyday & everywhere )
Oh, she likes barney alot ! whenever there's children song & some role play going on, you can actually hear that she's imitating them .. though whatever that comes out from her mouth can't be the exact words they are pronoucing but the humming she mades ! definitely rhymes !

My joyous day is back ! I had my 2 weeks rest & now its time for real work ..

I am down with sore throat last night, resulting to sleepless night & I can't wait till 7 when the clinic is open .. (: Thanks hun for accompanying me to the doc despite the lack of sleep ..

Some pic to keep the blog going .. hahaha not all are up but lets look back at november 2009 !
before I am free to continue on my latest pictures alright ?!

Lil ball's 1 day pre celebration !

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We will stay as one & we always will (: xoxo ~

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Ending this post of 2009 today ! & lets welcome a better year in 2010 ! May everything be smooth & prosperous ! More moolah rolling in & more plan to come up with ! nah ! not to come up with but to come up & also to strike it off smoothly ! I don't want my 2010's plan to conceive a 3rd child, I had a phobia to it & Char told me if I don't take precaution in future, I could have up ended up myself to 5 kids .. I still remembered whatever she said when I poured the news to her .. hehehe

Renei please upload our pictures ! & I love you ..

Bye people !, I am turning myself to gossip girl season 3 ! another 5 episode to end ..


Monday, December 21, 2009 - 12:06 AM

4 days to the presence of lil ball, momsy, poppy, pocky & bro (: will be fetching them home, I just can't wait to see that lil monster of mine, she's coming back & please, may the day pass faster ..

An unknown date with the girls ! very nice to be out with them, the laughters, the atmosphere & most importantly, the presence of them ! Thanks Renei for the manicure's treat ! Shopping with the girls aftermath at bugis & got 3 items back (:

I am seeing my lil boy tomorrow ! I am seeing him via scanning of course as I am having an appointment with AL LIM .. It's Hun's off day too ..

I have been watching the gossip girls ! Be it day or night or night - dawn ? haha very addictive ! I am already at season 2 episode 12, a long way to go still.. & there's season 3 to go with, I must complete it before lil ball comes back .. Well, hopefully then

I promise to load some picture soon soon soon soon & right now & I am heading to bath ..The clarins's cleansing milk still stucked on my face, got to rinse it off ! Its oily ..

Good ol' night !


Wednesday, December 16, 2009 - 4:24 PM

I am home yesterday ! suffering from migraine again .. watched gossip girl online till hun came over to pick me up over to his place for dinner & sadly a very disappointing dinner, not my taste & wasn't what I thought ..

MONDAY

I wasn't in a very good mood so everything hun did was a mistake to me, how bad can I be & I felt guilty, I hate my fussy preggy's attitude !

Oh ! 2 years close to 3, we did our 2nd laundry together ! hahaha, thats because my parent isn't around .. did the house chore & cooked kimchi ramen for him & he finished everything, not even a sight of the soup was seen .. hahaha

Keagan's place for dinner ! P nit cooked nice crab's tomyam & papaya salad for me ! (:
Baby loves brough me over to bedok interchange aftermath to get my timtam choc & stock up some grocery ..

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Char is so sweet ! I will be eating out with her tomorrow, thai cuisine ! I have been craving for long ever since momsy went bangkok, I kept thinking I was the one there & always have frequent craves for anything or everything ..

I want lok lok also ..

I am fussy !


Saturday, December 12, 2009 - 12:33 PM

Browsed on others FB & happened to see others having a short trip so I called hun if he's keen on taking a short break, either to " kl, genting, malacca or penang ?" Still deciding on the places but hun is much more keen in his gambling & cool weather in genting instead .. I don't mind the long coach ride ! haha

Meanwhile what I needed most is novel & gossip girl =D Not gonna sleep as I am meeting fung later at 3 & I need a cup of latte badly :( or any frapp to quench my thrist


- 10:46 AM

Error on the previous post, I went malaysia & sent lil ball off on thursday instead of friday (:

Caught "The Storm Warrion" at Iluma last night with Hun & Steve, not a very nice ending nor a very very nice show but I hope Hun enjoyed himself as I do enjoyed too .. Despite suffering from migraine, I hurried popped in 2 pain killer & slept for 2 hours ( there goes my previous night's effort as sleeping in the noon will interrupt my night hours with hun ) I felt so much better when I am awake (: On the line with Bk but couldn't chat for long as time was running late, anyway I hope I could meet her up soon ..

Storm Warrior II Pictures, Images and Photos

I woke up as early as 9 despite sleeping at 5 as I have to do my part on behalf of my parent to wash the tea cups & make new tea for prayers (: with the help of hun, everything finished fast & easy ! Hun & I went down for breakfast but we packaged it instead .. See hun hopped on a cab & here I am, done with the 1/4 congee & now blogging !

Shall continue with my sleep soon & hopefully I will think of some place to go when I awake ..
Pictures in Msia with Pineapple & some random ones will be load soon as once the memory card is with me ! Bye


Friday, December 11, 2009 - 2:40 PM

FRIDAY 0500

Arrived at the airport at that god dam early time, checked in & had mac for breakfast (:
Dad's treat ! hahaha, lil ball enjoyed herself with hot cakes, see them off & headed home ..
So far, lil ball did bid goodbye to me but her eyes looking somewhere else that is much interesting than her momsy .. =D

Tooked space cab home, slept for 1 hour, steve called, got ourselves prepared & headed down to wait for steve to pick us up ! Bugis & waited for Kyelle, while waiting we heading to pray at the god of mercy's temple ..

* Thank god ! Momsy, poppy & lil ball arrived safely in bangkok & momsy even told me that before the plane setting off, lil ball already fast asleep ..

Kyelle arrived & here to go, to Malaysia ! I enjoyed her companion & she's sucha great friend though she don't realise it herself as she proclaim herself with the joke " fake " hahaha
Had our hair & nail's therapy together .. Tiring but worthwhile .. Seafood's feast & no lok lok as I am too full ! heehee, Hope to see more of this sort of outing ..

I miss lil ball, I hope I could endure with it & pass these 2 weeks smoothly ..
If not, it would burn a great hole in my parent's & hun's

Goodbye! & I had bangs on me again ..


Tuesday, December 08, 2009 - 4:49 PM

Lil ball's phlegm is still haunting her :( despite both western & chinese's medication tried on her ..
Finished feeding ball with her porridge & hurried myself to the kitchen to cook Bolognese while poppy helped me looked after her ..

Bathed for her, fed her medicine & make her to sleep . Placed her in her playpen while I tidied the room, headed for a quick refreshing bath & let myself rest on the bed with a mask on !
A form of satisfication !, I don't really like others to help me with my chore .. Weird, I know ..

1 & a half day to go, mummy & daddy is going to miss you badly ! Lets hope that I can overcome it & I am free for 2 weeks, gf can date me out ! Extremely free but for the first few days, I may need to replenish my rest well first ..

Look at how she slept last night ..

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Alright ! Lil ball's favourite barney song is playing & she started off with " Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ~ " She only know that part !


- 3:05 AM

10th December 2009, The day I dread for it to arrive most & also the day I am kinda excited of .
Firstly, Reasons of why I kinda looked forward

- To have Mcdonald as breakfast with my parent & lil ball at the airport, pipping hot hot cake !
I know your reaction -_-, kinda stupid eh ? but I am just like a kid when it comes to my craving & also the morning breeze lo ! 0500, call me crazy ..

- As I will be heading to Msia with Hun, Kyelle & buddy Steve right after sending them off !
*I hereby hope that Ms Ong won't last min change her mind as god knows how happy I am when she told me, she's able to join me (:

Secondly, Reason of why I dread that day to come

- Though this time would be my 2nd time parting with my precious ball but I still can't bear to be apart from her for 2 horrible weeks ! Yes, looking after naughty ball is indeed tiring but what she provided me every now & then are happiness ! & she always shows me that she needs me ! You know, each time & everytime she shows, all shown a very heartwarming's sight .. What a love I received from her ! I wonder how my 2 horrible weeks could be ? I can't even bring myself to think of it & hopefully I could adapt myself with it .. I seriously hope so, If not I will have to leave hun alone in sg for a week or so ..

Today, with the main switched light off & the twinkle side lamp on .. The 3 of us sat on the bed, closed to one another & lil ball started to imitate her dad, half way through imitating, she raised her body near to her dad, gave her dad a kiss on his mouth & followed on to me ! (: see ! how sweet can a baby be nowaday !

How could I bear to see my lil innocent creature off ?

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If she wail like this for me, I am gonna break down for sure ! =(

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Mommy loves you lil ball !

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Being forced to do mask ;'D Rejuvenate your skin darling (:

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I am in my 24weeks ! 6 months !

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Why must people mind their own business ? When you, yourself as an husband mind your dick into others whore ? That business that you are into right now are welcoming people to mock & jeer at, that you don't even have that right to tell people to mind their own ..

A disgrace & an ingrate .. Despite being your " unlucky " wife, she doesn't live on anything good from you ( etc : Apparel, Bags, Cosmetic, Food & more )

She saved & spared a thought because of family, she worked hard & yet have to manage her time wisely for her son & she was thrifty in spending money .. She seriously gained nothing from you, with what you have right now & all along are just like what she stated on her blog " Face & mouth " In reality, that doesn't work for living at all .. What you have & what you earned is only enough for " BG R/S " like what you are doing right now (:

With my friend's criteria, she definitely worth to be with someone better . Someone who could pamper her with anything & everything, even if it couldn't be everything but it could be that everything that you couldn't provide her & that she didn't complain at all

You might be with her for just 3 years 10 months, you might knew her very well inside out but today, let me tell you, the one you disappointed is the one you will regret one day & she will also become someone who you don't even regconise .. She will be just like a stranger to you, no weak spot for you to catch & you are not even a cent worth to be her catch (:

She might not be in her best performance at times & she might be at fault but she at least give her best towards this marriage .. Its takes 2 hand to clap & it also needs 2 parties to compromise .

Continued yourself with your self-proclaimed " unconditional love " with your already have her field of vision boarden just by her age but definitely not by her experiences or the toughest path that my lady have been through (:

You only let the audience keep their mouth & hands off from your business if you only do something people that people respect ..

" EE DORK TONG "

haha so funny Pictures, Images and Photos

Completed my thai drama & now starting off with the next ! (: Goodbye, what a great joke



- 2:09 AM

THURSDAY

Momsy cooked a big pot of thai laksa again & yes, I met banana as usual to pass her the box of soup & noodles together with both momsy & lil ball .. The weather wasn't that great that day however, I do enjoyed myself with the company of momsy & the active lil ball who was struggling to be out of the pram (:

I spend roughly to 123sgd at FOX but after 30% less all was worthwhile ! Luckily mom offered to sponsor half .. As all the clothings are for lil ball to wear in thailand .. 3 sets of jumper, 3 sets of longsleeves rompers, 1 shortsleeve romper & 1 girl's pop ( Knit wear ) Tell me worth it or not ? plus I am entitled to a lucky draw as I spend over 80 bucks & my prize was a 20 dollars fox voucher, to be use when necessary la .. haha

Chiang rai's weather is cold ! So lil ball need more winter's wear to keep her lil body warm ..

Back home together with hun (:

SUNDAY

Suntec ! Got nothing much back but bacon & tangerine .. Funny though to be back with such stuffs at such place but my main motive was to bring lil ball out to enjoy herself with all the nice Christmas's lighting despite those phlegm & running nose that lead her so moody & irritated .. Yes, at least she do enjoyed herself ..

Carrefour to clear the idea in mind of what to do for my family during christmas though they will be away & no one will be helping me to dish out but I just wanna give them a welcome back dinner, sound lame ? but thats my form of love ..

As my parent & precious will be back in town on the 24th , real close to chrismas in just 30mins !
So after the 2 hours flight ! At least a christmas's or a heartwarming's feast to fill their growling stomach (: & all I want for christmas is you ( family ) xoxo =D

Still wondering what to get for lil ball ! hahaha

MONDAY

Met Banana at East point & she treated me Sakae for dinner, so sweet of her ! Gonna treat you back with something you like to eat soon ..

I am dead clumsy, I informed Banana to print the flight intinerary for me & I lost it upon heading home :( My bad !


Momsy & lil ball
I like her smiling with huge teeth showing in front (:

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In her jumper, heading to bed soon

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Goodnight ~


Saturday, December 05, 2009 - 7:49 PM

Sore throat, Nose bleed & Migraine attack :'( Resulting me to sleep the whole entire day with lil ball & hun came home early upon knowing that I am sick, we will be heading to the family clinic once momsy finished her dinner (: